I encourage you: Don’t let any previous failure or disappointment stop you from confidently moving forward with God. No matter where you are, why would any of us ever become satisfied with the current status of our walk with God when there is so much He wants to do in and through our lives? From Henry Blackaby in his book, “Experiencing God”
Let God’s Spirit bring you into an intimate relationship with the Lord of the universe “who is able to do above and beyond all that we ask or think—-according to the power that works in you” Eph 3:20