“We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord.” (2 Corinthians 5:8)
Many have loved ones in heaven, and you miss them greatly, and some are even jealous of their present joy with the LORD. Be patient, and find your joy in the now. While heaven is merely a heart-pause away, the Kingdom of God is with you right now in Jesus Christ. Enjoy your eternal life today, and all of your tomorrows.