Broken and Rebuilt by God
The following is an excerpt from Andrew Brunson’s Feast Sermon.This is a special day for me personally, because on October 12, 2018 – four years ago – I was standing before judges in a Turkish courtroom. They had just convicted me as a terrorist, and I was waiting for them to sentence me. And I didn’t know if I would see my wife or family again…
I had read biographies of my spiritual heroes and what they suffered for the Lord, and they apparently had wonderful victories during their time in prison, or different kinds of suffering they had. And in my personal walk with God, I had been pursuing His presence for years. So, I had an expectation that if I go to prison, it will be difficult. It will be lonely. I will have grief at times. But I’ll also have a sense of joy. And I’ll have a sense of strength. And I’ll have a sense of grace. And certainly, I will have a sense of God’s presence. After all, I had run after His presence for years…
So, what really surprised me when I landed in prison is that I began very quickly to break in so many ways. I’d been a relatively tough missionary. We’d been planting churches for years in a Muslim country… We had bomb threats, we had death threats. I had been attacked by gunmen once, and we had counted the cost. So, I was surprised when I broke so quickly. I was in solitary confinement, Then I was put into a prison cell built for eight people. There were 22-23 of us in that crowded cell. All my cellmates were Muslims. I didn’t have any other believer with me during my time in prison, and the only Christian contact with was my wife.
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